[her hand comes out of the blanket nest and rests on top of cloud's. it's a little shaky. she knows it wasn't real. it's the only reason she could make herself do what she did.]

... I didn't sacrifice myself. [she mutters, in that insistent way again. and then:] I shot Taako in the chest. Joonghyuk didn't feed his sister. Shinobu stabbed her's.

That was really it. We went... we went through the three rings. We ended up at a wizard's tower. It got us a tape, and - the chalkboard said Your hurting will be mended, when they return to end it.

[there's more, but it doesn't seem relevant to bring up and she doesn't want to tell them about how badly she rolled the entire cyoa]