You run your mouth too much. [ it's said a little idly, like he's not thinking about it. and he is not. he tilts the empty glass ] But I'd rather you be alive too.
[ this is definitely more honest than jason OR cloud wants but sometimes you are still bummed out about a kid and also maybe a little dissociating still. don't @ him ]
[Cloud, this is the softest, sickeningly sappy thing. Hello? But it surprises Jason enough to where it actually shuts him up for a minute. He glances at Cloud out of the corner of his eye, then looks completely exasperated.
The ribbing he can handle. Anger and retaliation, too. That's fine. He knows those are coming. BUT WHEN PEOPLE ARE NICE TO HIM....]
Kind of shitty hearing that from you when you scraped by death by the skin of your ass.
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[ this is definitely more honest than jason OR cloud wants but sometimes you are still bummed out about a kid and also maybe a little dissociating still. don't @ him ]
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The ribbing he can handle. Anger and retaliation, too. That's fine. He knows those are coming. BUT WHEN PEOPLE ARE NICE TO HIM....]
Kind of shitty hearing that from you when you scraped by death by the skin of your ass.
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cloud huffs but seems to lose whatever mood he had there ]
Maybe I just stubborned my way back to life. If that's the case, you've got a decent shot to it too.