[ assigns us as somewhere in the realm, because that's cloud's house. come explore his house jason. right now he's on the bridge north of the town, leaning against the railing and overlooking the river. you are imagining that he looks almost melancholic.
it doesn't last anyway because he spots jason, and he turns a little red because affection week was SO fucking much, but he's also trying to pretend it was not that bad and it's weirder to not greet him, so. he raises a hand lazily in greeting. ]
... Hey.
[ they had so much sex. worse, they had so much cuddling. how could this happen to him. ]
I am mobile right this minute, so I can’t show you what he is wearing yet. But it’s a white sweatshirt with red pants and shoes. He actually sort of lights up in the face when he spots Cloud, but takes his time walking over.
He faces the railing so he can lean on it with his hands. He’s shy.]
[ it's fine im walking the dog at night due to heat so I also have no fit check. but it probably includes Jason's leather jacket unless he gave it back Saturday oooooppsss
he shrugs, both of them shy idiots, looking back over the town ]
... More like it's been an eternity. [ pensive. ] Sort of weird to be here with my memories intact. By the time we got those back, the place had fallen apart. Completely glitched out.
This is the outfit, enjoy. Also Cloud can wear his jacket, yes. Soft. Boyfriends.]
Sounds bad. [This makes him pause a minute though. Then he sort of glances at Cloud, lips thin.] So... if...
Every week, the hotel does something weird to us, and they... sort of seem to relate to whatever other place is outside the doors... Does that mean, this week...?
[ adorable. anyway, he looks at jason in thought at that before he looks back out at the water ]
Might lose something this week, yeah. I don't know if it'll only be memories. Sometimes people forgot skills, too. One guy forgot how to read. [ he doesn't know about sense loss yet, because it's monday. ] I don't think it's happened to me yet, but... wonder if I'd even be able to tell.
[ woof the realm is making him think too hard if he's saying that stuff out loud. yikes! he shakes his head ]
[He glances at Cloud, then away. He seems boyishly shy. Like a real twenty year old...]
Okay, so a maybe. I guess we really don't have much of a choice anyway. [He manages to look at Cloud out of the corner of his eye, and he snorts wryly.] Try not to forget me, okay?
Or how to zip up your pants after you use the bathroom.
[ cloud's shoulders kind of hunch a little, like he would shove his hands in the jacket's pockets if he wasn't leaning already. and if he wasn't wearing jason's jacket and he is suddenly very aware of it.
hhhhh you know what. fuck you jason, he looks straight at the river when he deadpans: ]
Pretty sure you liked me just fine with my pants unzipped before.
[ it wasn't a challenge but it felt easier to make that joke than it did to acknowledge forgetting jason would suck. ]
[ he also blushes, but it's with a slight frown as he leans further on the railing so he can hide his face in his arms a little. don't look at his blush.
it's part embarrassment? and partly that he feels incredibly stupid. because now that affection week is over, part of him is out there wondering if jason REALLY likes him like some kind of teenage idiot with a crush. it is a little infuriating. he refuses to indulge that so he's never asking, thanks. ]
[It IS weird and stupid this week. There is not, like, dying urge forcing him to touch, or kiss, or whatever other things two guys are trying to ignore here with Cloud. But... there's still an urge? Like a natural sort of... acceptable okayness with the idea of it.
But he is stupid and has similar thoughts. Maybe Cloud was having a week. Maybe it's only when Lup is involved. "Cloud literally said he doesn't kiss people he doesn't like." Wow, suddenly he has forgotten that was said. It must be redacted week.]
[ they're so stupid. jason. cloud is literally wearing your clothes still.
anyway cloud peers at jason for a second before he peels himself off the railing, shoving his hands in his pockets. he doesn't have the urge, but part of him still wants to touch too, and he. does not want to be rejected or mocked so instead in the pockets they go!!!
ZERO BRAIN CELLS ARE IN THIS ROOM ]
Sure. Can't access the castle, though. That's where we stayed. [ he points in the vague direction of it ] Participants couldn't go there without us, so I guess that counts for me too, now. Maybe if I brought my mask along.
[Cloud. Jason literally told you five seconds ago he liked seeing you with the pants unzipped. THEY ARE BOTH MORONS.]
We can see Lup's old room, but not yours? Tch. What a cop-out. [Cloud does not try to touch him, and he really just accepts that as giving Cloud the desired space. Idiocy. But he does walk alongside Cloud almost shoulder to should anyway.] A sexy mask?
Wasn't so much a room as... an abandoned church, to be fair. All the places we had were based on memories we couldn't remember.
[ the realm was rude. but jason says that and cloud huffs, elbowing him lightly ]
Not unless there's something I should know about you and wolves. [ he nicely does not say anything about jason maybe being into half-animal masks, because his dad is batman. that's gross. ] I've got it in my room if you actually want to see it. Pretty crazy, considering the thing literally exploded in my face when the code decided it was time to unmask for everyone.
It is not unusual for them to bully each other, so he elbows the elbow back without even thinking about it at all. They clack funny bones and are on the ground in pain (no).]
Maybe I'm into the lone wolf type. [Maybe he is the lone wolf type unfortunately. Out of the family. Stop, don't talk about his dad.] ...Sure, show me sometime. You think I know what it's like being a host? I was hunted for sport.
...Is that why your face looks so funny all the time?
[ THEIR FUNNY BONES. im going to pretend they both hurt each other and are pretending to be tough about it while their arms are ringing.
and, look, okay, well if jason wants to trade gallows humor: ]
No, that's from when I was shot in the head. [ the scar's odd, like a burst around his eyeball, and he personally doesn't care about it, but it's funny. dying is funny. ]
[Yes, they clacked funny bones and are trying really hard to be manly while feeling the righteous vibrations of God in their arms.]
Cloud.
[THIS MAKES HIM LOOK AT THE SCAR, and then he looks quickly away so he's not looking. But he actually has a rather concerned and scolding expression to him.]
[ he?? just??? and he just made the same joke?????
i hope jason looks back because cloud's disgruntled expression is absolutely a pout ]
... Yeah, I know. I'm not bothered by it. [ a little sulkily, like when he is being scolded by tifa. this is just how he sounds when he is scolded. jason made a getting murdered joke why can't he :/ ]
[He does look back for a moment, yeah, and he has to double-take because he didn't expect Cloud to be pouting. He looks like he feels somewhat guilty.]
Hey. Stop that.
[Nudges Cloud, but NOT WITH HIS ELBOW, with his forearm.]
[ he raises an eyebrow and takes a hand out of his pocket to nudge back. he still looks like he's pouting and has no idea, but this is just what his face looks like. ]
I'm not doing anything. [ and never mind that; ] You're the one with the look.
[ ... it's a nice laugh. it doesn't make him blush and relent a little. that's his imagination. but he does roll his eyes ]
I know what my face looks like. [ he doesn't need a mirror!! but he leads the way ] C'mon, let me show you the stupid way they had to call for us.
[ he's heading for the planetarium. it's partially because it's a stupid way, and partially because once they're in it's a very pretty place. a million glittering stars on an infinite ceiling.
also it's dark and there are no mirrors, he's running away from them ]
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week 5, monday
it doesn't last anyway because he spots jason, and he turns a little red because affection week was SO fucking much, but he's also trying to pretend it was not that bad and it's weirder to not greet him, so. he raises a hand lazily in greeting. ]
... Hey.
[ they had so much sex. worse, they had so much cuddling. how could this happen to him. ]
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I am mobile right this minute, so I can’t show you what he is wearing yet. But it’s a white sweatshirt with red pants and shoes. He actually sort of lights up in the face when he spots Cloud, but takes his time walking over.
He faces the railing so he can lean on it with his hands. He’s shy.]
Yo. Feel like you just left?
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he shrugs, both of them shy idiots, looking back over the town ]
... More like it's been an eternity. [ pensive. ] Sort of weird to be here with my memories intact. By the time we got those back, the place had fallen apart. Completely glitched out.
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This is the outfit, enjoy. Also Cloud can wear his jacket, yes. Soft. Boyfriends.]
Sounds bad. [This makes him pause a minute though. Then he sort of glances at Cloud, lips thin.] So... if...
Every week, the hotel does something weird to us, and they... sort of seem to relate to whatever other place is outside the doors... Does that mean, this week...?
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Might lose something this week, yeah. I don't know if it'll only be memories. Sometimes people forgot skills, too. One guy forgot how to read. [ he doesn't know about sense loss yet, because it's monday. ] I don't think it's happened to me yet, but... wonder if I'd even be able to tell.
[ woof the realm is making him think too hard if he's saying that stuff out loud. yikes! he shakes his head ]
... It'll be temporary. Even if it happens.
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He sort of sighs pensively and glances away at the news he already mostly expected now that Cloud brought up this place.]
Great. How are you supposed to know if you even lost anything if you can't remember what it is? I mean... besides skills, I guess.
[He looks down at his hands, but doesn't take them off the rails or anything.]
Really not a good place to be losing skill sets.
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It's not, but it's a maybe. I don't think anyone in Lup's station was especially... [ ... fuck it; ] Their whole thing was various sins, not cuddles.
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Okay, so a maybe. I guess we really don't have much of a choice anyway. [He manages to look at Cloud out of the corner of his eye, and he snorts wryly.] Try not to forget me, okay?
Or how to zip up your pants after you use the bathroom.
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hhhhh you know what. fuck you jason, he looks straight at the river when he deadpans: ]
Pretty sure you liked me just fine with my pants unzipped before.
[ it wasn't a challenge but it felt easier to make that joke than it did to acknowledge forgetting jason would suck. ]
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...Kind of.
[Look. He'd be lying if he said anything else, there isn't any use posturing around about it.
But he does sorta swing his head around slightly so he can steal a glance at Cloud to see his reaction.]
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it's part embarrassment? and partly that he feels incredibly stupid. because now that affection week is over, part of him is out there wondering if jason REALLY likes him like some kind of teenage idiot with a crush. it is a little infuriating. he refuses to indulge that so he's never asking, thanks. ]
... So, there you go. Won't be a problem.
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But he is stupid and has similar thoughts. Maybe Cloud was having a week. Maybe it's only when Lup is involved. "Cloud literally said he doesn't kiss people he doesn't like." Wow, suddenly he has forgotten that was said. It must be redacted week.]
Show me around.
[Guess who ELSE is never asking, thanks.]
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anyway cloud peers at jason for a second before he peels himself off the railing, shoving his hands in his pockets. he doesn't have the urge, but part of him still wants to touch too, and he. does not want to be rejected or mocked so instead in the pockets they go!!!
ZERO BRAIN CELLS ARE IN THIS ROOM ]
Sure. Can't access the castle, though. That's where we stayed. [ he points in the vague direction of it ] Participants couldn't go there without us, so I guess that counts for me too, now. Maybe if I brought my mask along.
[ it's a joke. mostly. he's considering it. ]
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We can see Lup's old room, but not yours? Tch. What a cop-out. [Cloud does not try to touch him, and he really just accepts that as giving Cloud the desired space. Idiocy. But he does walk alongside Cloud almost shoulder to should anyway.] A sexy mask?
[Look. He has to.]
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- a stupid moron ]
Wasn't so much a room as... an abandoned church, to be fair. All the places we had were based on memories we couldn't remember.
[ the realm was rude. but jason says that and cloud huffs, elbowing him lightly ]
Not unless there's something I should know about you and wolves. [ he nicely does not say anything about jason maybe being into half-animal masks, because his dad is batman. that's gross. ] I've got it in my room if you actually want to see it. Pretty crazy, considering the thing literally exploded in my face when the code decided it was time to unmask for everyone.
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It is not unusual for them to bully each other, so he elbows the elbow back without even thinking about it at all. They clack funny bones and are on the ground in pain (no).]
Maybe I'm into the lone wolf type. [Maybe he is the lone wolf type unfortunately. Out of the family. Stop, don't talk about his dad.] ...Sure, show me sometime. You think I know what it's like being a host? I was hunted for sport.
...Is that why your face looks so funny all the time?
[:)]
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and, look, okay, well if jason wants to trade gallows humor: ]
No, that's from when I was shot in the head. [ the scar's odd, like a burst around his eyeball, and he personally doesn't care about it, but it's funny. dying is funny. ]
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Cloud.
[THIS MAKES HIM LOOK AT THE SCAR, and then he looks quickly away so he's not looking. But he actually has a rather concerned and scolding expression to him.]
Your face is fine.
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i hope jason looks back because cloud's disgruntled expression is absolutely a pout ]
... Yeah, I know. I'm not bothered by it. [ a little sulkily, like when he is being scolded by tifa. this is just how he sounds when he is scolded. jason made a getting murdered joke why can't he :/ ]
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Hey. Stop that.
[Nudges Cloud, but NOT WITH HIS ELBOW, with his forearm.]
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I'm not doing anything. [ and never mind that; ] You're the one with the look.
[ jason, please? ]
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[He reaches out and flicks Cloud's nose upward with one finger. His face just looks like that, but it's fine. Stop pouting.]
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I'm not doing anything! [ this is hilarious because it makes him go :T!! more ]
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But it’s a very… real, genuinely boyish laugh. He seems more like a twenty year old in this moment. Unburdened.]
Yeah, okay. Weren’t you supposed to show me around? Take me to find a mirror. I’ll show you.
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I know what my face looks like. [ he doesn't need a mirror!! but he leads the way ] C'mon, let me show you the stupid way they had to call for us.
[ he's heading for the planetarium. it's partially because it's a stupid way, and partially because once they're in it's a very pretty place. a million glittering stars on an infinite ceiling.
also it's dark and there are no mirrors, he's running away from them ]
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