[ oh no this is even more embarrassing and sincere than he thought it would be...oh nooooo...
he's bright red after he reads it, because if lup hadn't said it was about them cloud is a dumbass who'd have never made the connection fully, and he was already stuck on anyone writing poetry about him, never mind Jason, so this is. so much worse.
he can't look Jason in the eyes when he hands it back, because it's going to haunt him, ]
Um. [ what. is he supposed to say? thanks? i still don't know what you're seeing in me??? this is kind of good but he doesn't like, know jack shit about poetry, actually? oh no he's been silent too long. ] ... It's nice.
He takes the notebook back, feeling and looking just as embarrassed. He immediately tucks the damn thing under one arm. It's fine if Cloud doesn't know what to say because Jason also doesn't know what to say.
He sort of shrugs, then shakes his head dismissively. When will the ground open up....]
[ the ground continues to refuse to open up. it's very rude. cloud's jaw clenches a little as he is trying to think of anything to say about it that doesn't include him perishing until he shakes his head and tugs jason down for a brief kiss.
this is his new solution to all communication problems and it's not a great one but also it sort of works, maybe? sure. ]
The kiss... works actually? It greatly reduces the awkward embarrassment of the two of them standing around like absolute idiots, saying nothing. Wow. He's surprised, at first, but then his lips sort of curl in amusement.
He has the nerve to kinda smooch Cloud back, once. But then seems shy afterward at his own gall. He looks at Cloud like he wants to say something, but he can't speak right now.]
[ he's a little shy himself so it's. fine. just two grown men being shy about having feelings like adults.
he looks down a little after the kiss and decides to sort of... go... around? the subject. it's related but not directly. look. he's trying his damn best ]
... We never really... talked about this thing? Maybe that's why Lup got in her own head. [ "this thing". words. are so fucking hard. he shrugs a shoulder ] ... Anyway, I like you.
[ he says, to the ground. mostly. he still doesn't think it needs to be said, he thinks it is pretty damn obvious when he doesn't like someone, and he's pretty sure jason got it by now, but like. whatever. there. he said it. ]
[Luckily for Cloud, he is quiet, but that's because it's required. He watches Cloud's face without staring too hard, listening. Similarly to Cloud, he's still somewhat embarrassed they're having this discussion even if he gets a stupid sort of subdued smirk. Yeah, he sort of got it without the words.
Or, rather, he accepted it? Whatever it was, whether it happened to be dating, or just a fling, or something else.] ... [He reaches up to tap Cloud in the chest over the heart. He taps twice, the second one firm. Then he taps his own chest. You and me. Whatever that means.
He wraps his arms around Cloud's shoulders and hugs him. It is a weird hug he has not gotten yet, strangely clutching with one hand in Cloud's hair, something kind of happy and kind of apologetic but also kind of sure.]
[ whatever that means indeed. today isn't exactly the best day to talk about it (for obvious funny haha talk reasons), so cloud's willing to leave it at that for now. so of course the hug takes him by surprise, making a soft noise in the back of his throat.
the hug feels almost familiar and really not, at the same time. he doesn't linger on that feeling too long before raising his arms to clutch back at jason's back. and then lowering one because actually no that still hurts, so it's one armed on his end, but he clings back harder to make up for it. ]
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he's bright red after he reads it, because if lup hadn't said it was about them cloud is a dumbass who'd have never made the connection fully, and he was already stuck on anyone writing poetry about him, never mind Jason, so this is. so much worse.
he can't look Jason in the eyes when he hands it back, because it's going to haunt him, ]
Um. [ what. is he supposed to say? thanks? i still don't know what you're seeing in me??? this is kind of good but he doesn't like, know jack shit about poetry, actually? oh no he's been silent too long. ] ... It's nice.
[ let the ground swallow them both, actually. ]
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He takes the notebook back, feeling and looking just as embarrassed. He immediately tucks the damn thing under one arm. It's fine if Cloud doesn't know what to say because Jason also doesn't know what to say.
He sort of shrugs, then shakes his head dismissively. When will the ground open up....]
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this is his new solution to all communication problems and it's not a great one but also it sort of works, maybe? sure. ]
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The kiss... works actually? It greatly reduces the awkward embarrassment of the two of them standing around like absolute idiots, saying nothing. Wow. He's surprised, at first, but then his lips sort of curl in amusement.
He has the nerve to kinda smooch Cloud back, once. But then seems shy afterward at his own gall. He looks at Cloud like he wants to say something, but he can't speak right now.]
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he looks down a little after the kiss and decides to sort of... go... around? the subject. it's related but not directly. look. he's trying his damn best ]
... We never really... talked about this thing? Maybe that's why Lup got in her own head. [ "this thing". words. are so fucking hard. he shrugs a shoulder ] ... Anyway, I like you.
[ he says, to the ground. mostly. he still doesn't think it needs to be said, he thinks it is pretty damn obvious when he doesn't like someone, and he's pretty sure jason got it by now, but like. whatever. there. he said it. ]
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Or, rather, he accepted it? Whatever it was, whether it happened to be dating, or just a fling, or something else.] ... [He reaches up to tap Cloud in the chest over the heart. He taps twice, the second one firm. Then he taps his own chest. You and me. Whatever that means.
He wraps his arms around Cloud's shoulders and hugs him. It is a weird hug he has not gotten yet, strangely clutching with one hand in Cloud's hair, something kind of happy and kind of apologetic but also kind of sure.]
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the hug feels almost familiar and really not, at the same time. he doesn't linger on that feeling too long before raising his arms to clutch back at jason's back. and then lowering one because actually no that still hurts, so it's one armed on his end, but he clings back harder to make up for it. ]