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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ CRYING... i truly blinked and AN ENTIRE WEEK PASSED ]

I just condemned a child, so things could be better. ...You?

[ he's so proud of jason for not pulling out a gun at trial btw ]
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ he nods ]

I don't know her well, but she seems like a good kid ...Tougher than anyone her age ought to be.

Was thinking about what you said at trial, too. About the killer making a choice...

...It's just messed up. And it feels like it'll only get worse from here on out.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not worried for myself. Just for my friends. Maybe this won't make sense, but I've only made it this far because I've been prepared to die along the way

[ that's just how war is. ]

...I agree. I am lucky, far more than most. If anything happens to me here I consider it overdue.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
I fought in a war for some five-six years. I've killed more people than I can remember.

... [ he looks like he wants to say something else, but he just continues, ] The war wasn't my choice, but I did choose to fight in it, y'know?

Not saying I want to die, and I definitely won't try to. Just that it wouldn't be totally undeserved, either.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ :') ]

Haha... Not sure if that's a good or bad thing.

[ nice that someone else Gets It, though ]
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
There's more than one pretty boy around here. [ this is pretty boy erasure, jason, ] But yeah, we've met. Didn't actually know him before this, though.

That's... vague. I guess it isn't off the mark. The fighting's done, and now we're tryna rebuild what's left.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-19 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Just my favorite one.

[ we won't go there ]

...Yeah, sounds like Yuri. Apparently he knew who I was all this time. Didn't feel like letting me in on the joke until a week had passed. He makes Claude look loose-lipped... —Well, I dunno about that, actually. They can fight for it.

[ sylvain just shakes his head ]

It doesn't make much sense, but apparently I'm not from the same Fódlan as the others. Flayn, Claude, Yuri... And Dimitri's in his early 20s in my timeline.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-20 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's sorry he's a slut (no he's not) ]

Huh. Really. Now I'm tryna imagine what you were like as a kid...

[ he just imagines a smaller jason but like, with the same attitude. waving around guns, or whatever. ]

Guess it's a trend. I met Bucky as a teenager in the study I was in. Completely different person, though.
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-20 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
You saying that is only gonna pique my curiosity.

[ THIS JUST IN: JASON IS THE CUTEST BOY IN THE WORLD I WANT TO HOLD HIS FACE ]

No. Still had the metal arm, but he claimed to be a musician. Something about... shredding a guitar?
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[personal profile] philandery 2022-06-22 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ whispers memshare when ]

Yeah! Like that!

[ actually, sylvain does recognize the motions—he's seen bucky perform on stage (to everyone's detriment), it's just difficult to remember the slang... ]

Do you play, too? [ emo boy jason with his emo rock band... ]