[ being annoying, he means. he absolutely does not. but the other two he actually thinks about. ]
... We had the capacity after the Realm, but I'm not gonna be going anywhere for a while. Not until everything back home is resolved. [ and he doesn't have any idea how long that will take or. how. to be honest. he doesn't linger on that one, looking instead at lup at the other one ]
Think Jay wants to know if we're exclusive.
[ it's partially teasing. it's only partially because this is another one he hadn't really... thought about. before. as being something they needed to talk about.
then again there are three of them so that's exhausting ]
[When he gently swings his arm over Lup to sock Cloud in the shoulder, his expression is embarrassed. SHEESH.]
Like I said, I'm just making sure there aren't any surprises.
[Also, yes, there are three of them. He's making sure there isn't four or five because three already means the relationship is a bit open. Kinda. In a way.]
Fine. You're both fancy. I get it. The island just didn't have shit.
[she dodges jason swinging by leaning forward, just like, letting him do it.
and then she blinks, and then:]
There aren't any surprises. There's not much room for me anywhere else. [she says, tilting her head. she says it with a like. painful amount of honesty, because that's what she thinks.] I'm with just the two of you, if you want me. Exclusive, sure.
[Don't just say depressing shit while he's stupidly punching Cloud in the arm behind. His hand draws back slow, and he frowns in Lup's direction. Now she has two boys doing it. It's what she gets.]
Don't say that. There's room wherever you want to be.
[ he squeezes back after a second, but he is not frowning at lup any less? he gives jason a little confused glance like maybe he will understand it more. ]
[a pause. she seems reluctant to say it, but she figures she might as well just lay her baggage out on the table.]
At the station. [she says, finally.] Kind of felt like there was never really anybody I could belong with. Nobody that was just - mine, that I was the most important to, or that wouldn't, uh, wouldn't leave me behind to be with someone or something else.
[she looks embarrassed.] It isn't a big deal, so let's not make it one. Just don't forget me and I'm happy.
[Well, this got heavy fast. And he's, like, partly to blame for it. But LOOK. They spent a while dancing around everything, and he thinks they might as well get it out of the way before him and Cloud have a stroke.
He watches Cloud for a long moment, then slowly glances back to Lup.]
Yeah. I - I mean, I wasn't spiraling just because of that, there was a lot going on, but... but that was part of it.
[she flushes slightly, looking away.]
I know you won't. [hhghhh. talking about this is so much.] Baggage. You know. You spend a decade in an umbrella with nobody knowing who you are and it fucks with you a bit, I guess!
[ extremely unfair of both of these men to make her talk about her baggage when they refuse to even look at theirs but there it is. lup made the mistake of vaguely mentioning it.
does. jason even know the umbrella story by now. he looks over at him a little with a frown, but he figures he'll. uh. ask. if he does not. ]
... A bit. [ a bit of an underestimation, but he just says it like an agreement. ] Just so long as you know, then.
[His eyes lower a bit, but he doesn't say anything at first before they finally lift again.]
So the verdict is... we're official, I guess? Not exactly where I saw myself at the start of this, to be honest. [Doesn't sound disappointed.] Can't say I haven't had some distant practice, but never thought I'd be using it to jump the last hurdle right in.
[What he's trying to SAY is he's a threesome virgin. He's just very bad at it.]
[ no, i'm sorry, lup might be nice enough to not acknowledge it because she wants to glide away from her abandonment issues, but cloud's just looking at jason like ???? ]
... Distant practice...? [ he sounds so long suffering. he just gives up and kind of flops back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. they're still daisy chaining but it's what he's doing. ] Is dating always like this?
[ it's mumbled and a little rhetorical. he is aware it is not. he just needs them to know they're exhausting. ]
[He gives Cloud another punch-buggy in the arm, but it's so light it cant even be considered gentle.]
I've had a hot woman between me and another dude before. [It's not gay if it's a three-way except now it's very gay and still a three-way.] If you're too good to date us, then say so.
[ that is indeed a way to put that and he turned to look judgmentally at Jason while lup said it.
and then they continue being the worst and he just sighs ]
Maybe if I did I'd have higher standards. [ saying he doesn't think he's too good for them AND an insult at the same time. he's doing both. ] You don't have to worry about only having "distant practice". I've never even been to the race, so I wouldn't be able to tell anyway. And Lup has low standards.
[ this is romantic. cloud lying down insulting all three of them. ]
[HELLO? These back to back BLOWS? Jason rolls his eyes up and makes a grab for his heart. He falls back into the bed--he's already lying on the bed, it's stupid.]
Oh! Ugh! Pierced by the searing hot lance of condescension. I think... I can see the light... It's over for me....
she watches jason slowly die on the bed, and then kicks him gently in the side.]
Wake up. [she says, but she's trying not to laugh.] You both hit my incredibly high standards of being nice to me like, five percent of the time! Good job.
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[ being annoying, he means. he absolutely does not. but the other two he actually thinks about. ]
... We had the capacity after the Realm, but I'm not gonna be going anywhere for a while. Not until everything back home is resolved. [ and he doesn't have any idea how long that will take or. how. to be honest. he doesn't linger on that one, looking instead at lup at the other one ]
Think Jay wants to know if we're exclusive.
[ it's partially teasing. it's only partially because this is another one he hadn't really... thought about. before. as being something they needed to talk about.
then again there are three of them so that's exhausting ]
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Like I said, I'm just making sure there aren't any surprises.
[Also, yes, there are three of them. He's making sure there isn't four or five because three already means the relationship is a bit open. Kinda. In a way.]
Fine. You're both fancy. I get it. The island just didn't have shit.
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and then she blinks, and then:]
There aren't any surprises. There's not much room for me anywhere else. [she says, tilting her head. she says it with a like. painful amount of honesty, because that's what she thinks.] I'm with just the two of you, if you want me. Exclusive, sure.
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... "Not much room for you anywhere else"?
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Don't say that. There's room wherever you want to be.
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I want to be here. [nooooooo not the boys FROWNING] I feel like a third wheel in other places, sometimes. That's all.
[she squeezes their hands.]
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... What other places?
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You can be here. [FIRST of all. Second of all:] You're saying... there used to be... other people?
[He doesn't sound angry or anything. Just curious.]
Wanna talk about it...?
[He asks so many people do they want to talk about stuff for a guy who never wants to talk about shit himself.]
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At the station. [she says, finally.] Kind of felt like there was never really anybody I could belong with. Nobody that was just - mine, that I was the most important to, or that wouldn't, uh, wouldn't leave me behind to be with someone or something else.
[she looks embarrassed.] It isn't a big deal, so let's not make it one. Just don't forget me and I'm happy.
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... But it's why you asked us earlier. Right? Part of why you were "spiraling". Because of how you felt back in the station.
[ he looks like he's mulling over something but not like, in a mad way. just. thinking. ]
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He watches Cloud for a long moment, then slowly glances back to Lup.]
We're not going to forget you, Lup.
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[she flushes slightly, looking away.]
I know you won't. [hhghhh. talking about this is so much.] Baggage. You know. You spend a decade in an umbrella with nobody knowing who you are and it fucks with you a bit, I guess!
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does. jason even know the umbrella story by now. he looks over at him a little with a frown, but he figures he'll. uh. ask. if he does not. ]
... A bit. [ a bit of an underestimation, but he just says it like an agreement. ] Just so long as you know, then.
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So the verdict is... we're official, I guess? Not exactly where I saw myself at the start of this, to be honest. [Doesn't sound disappointed.] Can't say I haven't had some distant practice, but never thought I'd be using it to jump the last hurdle right in.
[What he's trying to SAY is he's a threesome virgin. He's just very bad at it.]
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That's the verdict. [she says, ear flicking.] It's not so hard.
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... Distant practice...? [ he sounds so long suffering. he just gives up and kind of flops back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. they're still daisy chaining but it's what he's doing. ] Is dating always like this?
[ it's mumbled and a little rhetorical. he is aware it is not. he just needs them to know they're exhausting. ]
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I've had a hot woman between me and another dude before. [It's not gay if it's a three-way except now it's very gay and still a three-way.] If you're too good to date us, then say so.
[He's teasing.]
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pause, and she looks at jason with a VERY amused look.]
That sure is a way to put that. [a pause.] I mean, dating is like this when it's the three of us, I think.
[and then because she has to join in the teasing:] Cloud thinks he's too good for us...
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and then they continue being the worst and he just sighs ]
Maybe if I did I'd have higher standards. [ saying he doesn't think he's too good for them AND an insult at the same time. he's doing both. ] You don't have to worry about only having "distant practice". I've never even been to the race, so I wouldn't be able to tell anyway. And Lup has low standards.
[ this is romantic. cloud lying down insulting all three of them. ]
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Oh! Ugh! Pierced by the searing hot lance of condescension. I think... I can see the light... It's over for me....
[He
pretends to die.]
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[HER STANDARDS AREN'T LOW probably maybe.
she watches jason slowly die on the bed, and then kicks him gently in the side.]
Wake up. [she says, but she's trying not to laugh.] You both hit my incredibly high standards of being nice to me like, five percent of the time! Good job.
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Five seems generous.
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You feeling okay? I don't remember a single time I've been nice to you. [Tch.] Your standards are so far in the dirt.
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[she says, dryly, laying back down on the bed gingerly.]
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but a lot more gently ]
Don't milk it.
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