[He is having a sit in his desk chair, but he gestures for Sylvain to sit on the bed if he really doesn't want to stand.]
No biting.
[A lot was going on today, but Sylvain would have received very short little sporadic blips during the whole altercation: Jason's feelings weren't much different than a wild animal being feral as its cornered.]
Sorry things got out of hand. I just don't care for people trying to manhandle me.
[ sylvain's feedback would've been far more varied and frequent, but very brief as well. lingering sadness, indignation... a couple spikes of alarm too, once when jason had pulled the gun, the second when mikazuki had been in sudden danger. and then at the end of it all, a deep current of bitterness.
...it's dulled down a bit now to a pervading wariness, maybe not enough to be transmitted but certainly easily readable across his face. ]
We were all on edge.
[ though, it had been a dick move... he runs a hand through his hair. ]
Is it something that's happened often to you in the past? Don't have to go into the details, I'm just curious. [ essentially, "why r u like this" ]
...You seem awfully okay about getting accused for something you didn't do.
[He leans on the back of the chair with his arm, propping his head up with the knuckles of one hand.]
Not really. I don't care too much about being naked. My issue was being told I was going to do something I didn't want to do, then people thinking they were going to physically force me. Also? It was a little fucking weird to see almost forty people be okay with stripping down. I thought I was in some kind of experiment. We didn't exactly do that in ours.
I get why people were doing it. I'm just saying. It was weird to me.
[ i hate everything about this next line ] You don't seem like a bad guy. More like... a bad boy?
[ sylvain's been leaning against a wall, but eventually takes a seat on the edge of the mattress, arms propped behind him ]
Huh. That would be pretty odd... We did in ours, though it was with smaller group. Proceedings felt a bit more formal too. Though honestly, it was pretty much all the same crap deal. Playing at "justice" in a rigged game...
[ ...even so, what wouldn't he do to bring flayn's killer to light? ]
If the victim had been someone you'd cared for, would you have taken matters into your own hands entirely? Just seems like the coin could've landed either way.
...Not pointing fingers. We all know where the actual blame lies.
[He kind of holds back a snort.] You always smooth-talk the boys that well? [He’s kidding.]
Under normal circumstances, if I found someone who had killed somebody I cared for, I’d shoot ‘em between the eyes. But this isn’t normal circumstances, so I can’t say. I’d probably just do what everyone else always does: desperately try to find who did it.
Lucky for me, I don’t know a single one of you here, so I don’t have any attachments except for who they took.
Nah. We've got a special connection, is all. [ he does not wink, but the tone of his voice implies a wink ]
...But you'd let yourself be voted at trial anyway. I just don't get it. [ they're all playing for their hostages, aren't they? ]
I don't wanna pry [ jason... has made it quite clear... how he feels about being cornered... ], just... Don't be so quick to take the fall when you don't deserve it, yeah?
[Sylvain. Help him. He does not understand tsunderes.
There is a single, odd feeling that bounces over to Sylvain at this. It only lasts for the flash of a second. Something--touched, or relieved, something a little surprised. It is very childish in its essence. The feeling you get when a parent tells you good job. It's gone as quick as it comes.]
Probably deserve a lot worse, but I'm still kicking. It's fine. Sure, I don't get why everyone got so up in arms about the gun considering it makes sense to me, but I can't blame them completely for losing their cool here.
[ LASJFLKJS crying that sylvain hasn't figured it out yet... that jason... is just felix-adjacent...
but he probably gets A Clue, as soon as he feels that odd blip of emotion? maybe not quite the same feeling as happiness, but something that could certainly inspire it... it's unexpected because he knows the exact source, someone whom he hasn't really felt positive emotions from this past week.
at any rate, he chooses very wisely to keep it to himself, to unpack later... ]
Haha, well. None of us here are exactly saints. —Except for Estelle. She's definitely an angel.
[ he snorts a little ] If you really feel up for some punishment, I'm pretty sure one of these doors here leads to hell.
—That was a joke. Do not go in there.
[ jason probably would've gotten a sense that sylvain had made a personal visit and did not have a good time... ]
[He snorts.] You sweet-talking Estelle now? Moving awfully fast, lover boy. Estelle is a good girl. I'll have to pull my gun out again if you break her heart. [He doesn't sound entirely serious.
He's watching you, Gautier.]
Too late. Already went this week with Yoo. Wouldn't recommend it either, especially not with him.
Edited (me gun.... jason is a pirate now) 2022-06-14 03:32 (UTC)
[ i accept pirate jason, i hope he is cursed to be a pirate for a week u_U
he just laughs ] Ha! I'd do the deed myself.
[ estelle is safe from the likes of him and his Whore Behavior... ]
Oh, yikes. Do I even wanna know what happened with you two? I mean, I don't think he's that bad [ because yjh is also felix-adjacent ], but uh. Yeah...
[ oh... he is making a face again. he has made so many faces this week and shall continue to make more faces ]
Damn. I thought I had it bad... Honestly if I had to pick, I might go with the violent, gory, and terrible death all over again. [ anything but childhood trauma? ]
...Y'know, me neither. I'll pretend I didn't just hear that.
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[ a moment later, there'll be a brief courtesy knock on the bathroom door connecting to jason's room, before sylvain invites himself in ]
No biting.
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No biting.
[A lot was going on today, but Sylvain would have received very short little sporadic blips during the whole altercation: Jason's feelings weren't much different than a wild animal being feral as its cornered.]
Sorry things got out of hand. I just don't care for people trying to manhandle me.
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...it's dulled down a bit now to a pervading wariness, maybe not enough to be transmitted but certainly easily readable across his face. ]
We were all on edge.
[ though, it had been a dick move... he runs a hand through his hair. ]
Is it something that's happened often to you in the past? Don't have to go into the details, I'm just curious. [ essentially, "why r u like this" ]
...You seem awfully okay about getting accused for something you didn't do.
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[He leans on the back of the chair with his arm, propping his head up with the knuckles of one hand.]
Not really. I don't care too much about being naked. My issue was being told I was going to do something I didn't want to do, then people thinking they were going to physically force me. Also? It was a little fucking weird to see almost forty people be okay with stripping down. I thought I was in some kind of experiment. We didn't exactly do that in ours.
I get why people were doing it. I'm just saying. It was weird to me.
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[ sylvain's been leaning against a wall, but eventually takes a seat on the edge of the mattress, arms propped behind him ]
Huh. That would be pretty odd... We did in ours, though it was with smaller group. Proceedings felt a bit more formal too. Though honestly, it was pretty much all the same crap deal. Playing at "justice" in a rigged game...
[ ...even so, what wouldn't he do to bring flayn's killer to light? ]
If the victim had been someone you'd cared for, would you have taken matters into your own hands entirely? Just seems like the coin could've landed either way.
...Not pointing fingers. We all know where the actual blame lies.
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Under normal circumstances, if I found someone who had killed somebody I cared for, I’d shoot ‘em between the eyes. But this isn’t normal circumstances, so I can’t say. I’d probably just do what everyone else always does: desperately try to find who did it.
Lucky for me, I don’t know a single one of you here, so I don’t have any attachments except for who they took.
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...But you'd let yourself be voted at trial anyway. I just don't get it. [ they're all playing for their hostages, aren't they? ]
I don't wanna pry [ jason... has made it quite clear... how he feels about being cornered... ], just... Don't be so quick to take the fall when you don't deserve it, yeah?
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There is a single, odd feeling that bounces over to Sylvain at this. It only lasts for the flash of a second. Something--touched, or relieved, something a little surprised. It is very childish in its essence. The feeling you get when a parent tells you good job. It's gone as quick as it comes.]
Probably deserve a lot worse, but I'm still kicking. It's fine. Sure, I don't get why everyone got so up in arms about the gun considering it makes sense to me, but I can't blame them completely for losing their cool here.
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but he probably gets A Clue, as soon as he feels that odd blip of emotion? maybe not quite the same feeling as happiness, but something that could certainly inspire it... it's unexpected because he knows the exact source, someone whom he hasn't really felt positive emotions from this past week.
at any rate, he chooses very wisely to keep it to himself, to unpack later... ]
Haha, well. None of us here are exactly saints. —Except for Estelle. She's definitely an angel.
[ he snorts a little ] If you really feel up for some punishment, I'm pretty sure one of these doors here leads to hell.
—That was a joke. Do not go in there.
[ jason probably would've gotten a sense that sylvain had made a personal visit and did not have a good time... ]
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He's watching you, Gautier.]
Too late. Already went this week with Yoo. Wouldn't recommend it either, especially not with him.
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he just laughs ] Ha! I'd do the deed myself.
[ estelle is safe from the likes of him and his Whore Behavior... ]
Oh, yikes. Do I even wanna know what happened with you two? I mean, I don't think he's that bad [ because yjh is also felix-adjacent ], but uh. Yeah...
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Probably about as awful as your adventure, I imagine. Saw Satan. He tormented me with a little childhood trauma. That's always fun.
[He shrugs a bit.]
Yoo had some weird tentacles in a door, but I didn't ask. Not sure I want to know actually.
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Damn. I thought I had it bad... Honestly if I had to pick, I might go with the violent, gory, and terrible death all over again. [ anything but childhood trauma? ]
...Y'know, me neither. I'll pretend I didn't just hear that.
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Violent and gory death, huh? Do I even want to ask about it? This place sure loves to beat us up while we’re down.
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See, your encouragement to recount old horrors has already made me feel so much better about gun lecturing.